UGH I AM SOOOOOOO Errrr!!!! I don't know but 2 days in a row now I sit at 278.4. It is so darn discouraging. I am NOT giving up because of 3 numbers but I swear when what ever is going on in my body and it regulates itself I better have dropped 6-8 pounds this is NOT fair! There is no way I gained 3 pounds of fat over night and kept it on for 2 days.
I don't want to binge out of depression so I will NOT allow myself to or fall back to old ways.
I found some awesome street music to workout to though. Yesterday I worked out for over an hour to it. I upped my weights to 5 pounds. I can't wait to see more changes in my arms. I can see I am getting a collar bone now.
I don't want to binge out of depression so I will NOT allow myself to or fall back to old ways.
I found some awesome street music to workout to though. Yesterday I worked out for over an hour to it. I upped my weights to 5 pounds. I can't wait to see more changes in my arms. I can see I am getting a collar bone now.
I better be losing. I am having a I hate my body kind of day.
~Nikki~
~Nikki~